Sunday, March 15, 2009
Why do I always feel so worthless? Like there is no meaning to my life... Why am I even here? I've spent hours searching for the answer, I still haven't discovered it. I honestly feel like I am a waste of sperm and egg sometimes. I mean, I haven't accomplished anything in my 16 years. Anything important anyways. I'm feeling so annoyed at everyone and everything. And I don't know why. I seem to be having some social issues. I'm upset over a guy, I'm battling the urge to kill my mom, and I'm trying to be the person I want to be. Only problem is, I have no idea who I want to be. I'm screwed. I have been completely screwed over by life and it sucks. Why can't things just be easier?